Saturday, May 22, 2010
life ending
well as the semester is winding down i am realizing that my friends are leaving to their other lives and will never be able to see me again. i mean there is always those that live near me and drive up to hang out but most of the time just as you have a sickness one thing is always for certain, it will pass. I am just glad that my walk with Him has been strengthened so much this semester and I know that He will always be there for me no matter what I do. but to know that the people that you grew so close with and you always hung around won't be there when you go back is very discouraging. sitting in the sun with Brittney gluing stuff to our computers and making arts out of nothing. it was great while it lasted i guess, i would never want it to end though, i hated the fact i really couldn't talk to a friend anymore i have now realized the mere fact that you can't hang out with someone makes you want to hang out with them even more. so it was hard to say good bye to everyone knowing that they would never show up again. it was the place for me at least where i could escape reality and try to find myself in all the crap that is the world. well i am back at square one we will see how the break goes.
Sunday, May 9, 2010
life?
What is life to those that have a great one?
Those that everything goes great to them they never think about it. They just accept it. Its those that are always hit with struggles and trial that really start to see the meaning of life.
Those that get all that they want why do they still have an empty feeling in their life?
If there was no struggle in life, life itself would end up in a monotonous cycle of things resulting in the same feeling day after day. NO WONDER SUCIDE IS SO HIGH.
People go to the extremes to release this monotonous feelings, the earth now and always has been full of such shit its scary.
I have realized this and now that I know the truth of living such a great life with all the crap that goes on into the world, its so strange to me that people don't accept it with the first hearing of it. They have to question everything why , because they are living in the dark and they don't want there dirty deeds to be exposed.
Those that everything goes great to them they never think about it. They just accept it. Its those that are always hit with struggles and trial that really start to see the meaning of life.
Those that get all that they want why do they still have an empty feeling in their life?
If there was no struggle in life, life itself would end up in a monotonous cycle of things resulting in the same feeling day after day. NO WONDER SUCIDE IS SO HIGH.
People go to the extremes to release this monotonous feelings, the earth now and always has been full of such shit its scary.
I have realized this and now that I know the truth of living such a great life with all the crap that goes on into the world, its so strange to me that people don't accept it with the first hearing of it. They have to question everything why , because they are living in the dark and they don't want there dirty deeds to be exposed.
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