life ending

well as the semester is winding down i am realizing that my friends are leaving to their other lives and will never be able to see me again. i mean there is always those that live near me and drive up to hang out but most of the time just as you have a sickness one thing is always for certain, it will pass. I am just glad that my walk with Him has been strengthened so much this semester and I know that He will always be there for me no matter what I do. but to know that the people that you grew so close with and you always hung around won't be there when you go back is very discouraging. sitting in the sun with Brittney gluing stuff to our computers and making arts out of nothing. it was great while it lasted i guess, i would never want it to end though, i hated the fact i really couldn't talk to a friend anymore i have now realized the mere fact that you can't hang out with someone makes you want to hang out with them even more. so it was hard to say good bye to everyone knowing that they would never show up again. it was the place for me at least where i could escape reality and try to find myself in all the crap that is the world. well i am back at square one we will see how the break goes.