new life

So while I  was thinking about everything that has been going on this semester. All the things that I have gone through this semester. It made me think of this verse in  Second Corinthians 5:17-21 " Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.Now all things are of God, who has reconciled us to Himself through Jesus Christ, and has given us the ministry of reconciliation,  that is, that God was in Christ reconciling the world to Himself, not imputing their trespasses to them, and has committed to us the word of reconciliation.Now then, we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God were pleading through us: we implore you on Christ’s behalf, be reconciled to God. For He made Him who knew no sin to be sin for us, that we might become the righteousness of God in Him." This is the New King James Version of this verse but it shows to me how great our God is for all my friends that believe in God. I mean I  felt for the longest time as if I was  next to a bomb when it went off , you can't hear your too scared to move so you just stay there knowing that the danger will come again but too scared to do anything. At this point I totally forgot about God at this point, when this happens I believe you become condemned and start listening to false things. That the Devil has put into your mind, its so easily to be drawn away this way, especially stuff that you always struggle with. The Lord is great though because He caused the Bombs to stop enough to the point where He could lead me into His rest and strengthen me so that I could go and fight Him in His strength, Overtime I have been able to slowly battle after battle, I am glad to say that I am doing fine now. Still growing and recovering from all that has happened to me this semester. I have the physical scars to remind me everyday of  the war that I battle everyday. I am just sad for those that I have hurt during this process of growing daily in the Lord. I am so glad though that He has saved me from this and didn't let the warfare take my life. I praise Him daily for that I just want to make sure that everything that I do from now on will speak of His greatness and faithfulness in my life