Monday, March 15, 2010

school- murrieta

so things have been of to a rocky start here at the bible college. things went crazy down hill but through all that and everything i have been able to grow and rise up in the strength that I have in the Lord. this last thing that I let the enemy do to me was pretty bad but it lead to an amazing discovery. So many times i read my Bible on days that I felt good but not on days that I felt bad or busy.I put myself over God I served him based on my moods. I need to have faith in Him in everything in the good days ans also the bad days as well. so many times I have just done everything off how I feel with no faith or anything solid behind it. With that exposed i now face the day with joy and peace knowing that the Lord is always with me. the days from then have been amazing little struggles here and there but nothing crazy as that night. I look forward to every day that i get to wake up and see the Lord through His word and prayer. There are a lot more things that have been going on but that"s for another blog and another time. Until next time peace love and food stamps.

Well next time has come around  has come, I have had a lot of trials here and many I have failed in  miserably I wish I wouldn't have been such a Loser in them but The Lord still loves me and for that I am so grateful more to any person I have ever been to. Anyways I have been struggling with this sin for about a year now. Many people can struggle with a sin that isn't physically noticeable  for me I had the reminder of what my sins did when I let them go unpunished just as a child that  goes unpunished. They grow stronger and stronger in evil until they are impossible to discipline. For me this was my sin I had to go to extreme cases with this sin I had to always talk to people about it and always make sure my walk was always on track and get it on track if it wasn't. this taught me though the importance of being daily in the word.

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